Today, I turn 30. The big 3-0. Without my mom. Yes, it hurts but I suppose life goes on. I have discovered a pattern in my life, I start journals and I never finish. I have a pile of unfinished ones. Journals are generally pointless for me because I never go back and read them. If I even skim them, I feel even more like a loser and I get depressed. I have decided to burn them all. I'm going to try to burn away the past and live for the future. I started a 365 Days journal but honestly I suck at writing. I did one of the story prompts and realized I don't have that type of imagination. I'm good with sexual stories! Seriously! I decided that I would like to try to write something every day. It's more for me to get my feelings out instead of lashing out on those that I love. I did/do like some of the prompts, so if one of the prompts, photography prompts, or quotes moves me to do so, I'll write about it. There are always thoughts swimming in my head, I can just never manage to get them out. I guess we'll see what happens. I threw out an activity to my friends to see what they thought of me. Most of the people who answered have known me for 10 or more years. I told them to use my name and give me words for each letter to describe me. Some were... interesting! lol.
My Words
Rambunctious
Obnoxious
Bitchy
Intense
Neurotic
The words of others!Respected
Optimistic
Beautiful
Inspirational
Naughty
Real
Obvious
Beautiful
Immersing
Nice
Rude
Obese
Beguiling
Intuitive
Naughty
Rebellious
Obstinate
Brassy
Inquisitive
Nice
Rebellious
Ostentatious
Beautiful
Insightful
Negative
Rough
Overboard
Beautiful
Instinct-able
Nympho
Real
Optimistic
Beautiful
Intelligent
Nice
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